Today was actually a good day for us! We got along all day, didn't have any fights or quarrels, and just really enjoyed eachother's company.
Together, we have struggled beyond words. Many times, even faced the possibililty of living life alone. We fought a lot & didn't ever seem to see eye to eye or to just simply; GET ALONG!
Personally, I've been doing anything & everything I can just to make this work because I love him, I wanted it to work. I'm so attached to him. He's like my drug in many ways. Used to be a bad thing, but has morphed itself into something beautiful.
Opening up has never been something easy for me & I don't think that it ever will. I honestly believe that the problem/issue I have to opening myself up has been a major cause of sickness to overcome my relationship & my MARRIAGE.
I didn't want something that is so crucial to destroy something I really do hold dear: something important to me!
So, I decided to do something that is also a BIG issue & hard thing for me to do.........
I'm going to CHANGE.
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